Random-ish-ness.

I mean seriously what is the point of playing cards if I already know the hands... I think my head finally calmed down a little bit, which is funny because I have a midterm in four more hours... I am really calm right now. I don't even know why I am contemplating about random stuff at this odd hour. Maybe my head just want to take a break and think about... happier thoughts. Oh the possibilities... Just kidding, but on the real though I feel like I am passed the infatuation phase. No one really cares, but to me this is like a major breakthrough. I feel like I can finally act more normal and comfortable around her without overwhelming myself with doubts. No girls like guys without confidence. Right? right! No girls like guys that approach them awkwardly. Right? right! Then again I am ridiculously calm right now, I feel like I stayed up way over my bedtime for my brain to actually filter anything through... But reading my last couple of entries I feel kind of ridiculous. Then again, I guess that is the fun part of it all, the little mind games my head is playing. I just haven't really felt this way about a girl in a really longtime. There are still a lot of questions I have for myself, but I feel like as long as I take it easy I will figure them out eventually. So, just take a deep breath, no need to panic :] Happy face, I have everything to gain and nothing to lose...