Curious.

Just breathe, just be yourself. Why is it I can't help but feel nervous around her? It is so easy to be myself when there is nothing on the line. Don't think about getting into a relationship... Approach it as a friend. I am. I am trying. But what if she really wanted a white knight to sweep her off her feet? I can't help but feel conflicted if I should've this or could've that. Too many unknowns in building this mass that might amount to nothing in the end. I know this is like totally not the right attitude to approach this... gah infatuation fucking sucks. bleh. cliche. This whole thing is like reading a mystery novel. I don't know the end until I finish reading the book. But I keep taking pauses to think what the plot might be, I wish I can just know...